TAHADHARI...!!

TAHADHARI...!!

"NIMEAMBUKIZA UKIMWI MAELFU YA WATU JIJINI DAR"...JANE WA MWENGE...

Mimi ni Jane naishi mwenge Dar es salaam naomba utalifuta jina la baba yangu maana sitaki liwe kwenye blog watu watanijua na kuniangamiza maana nimeshawaangamiza wengi sana kwa UKIMWI ila mengine yote 

usifute hata moja ili dunia ijue tu japokua mimi nitakufa kwa huu ukimwi nilionao.

Nilizaliwa mkoa wa Dodoma na nilishi vizuri tu tangu utotoni na hata sikujihusisha na ngono hadi nilipomaliza form 4 mwaka 2006 baada ya kumaliza nilikuja hapa Dar kuishi kwa mama mdogo aliyeolewa hapa Mwenge.

Nilipata marafiki wengi tu na kuna kijana mmoja alinitongoza kwa muda mrefu sana na siunajua vijana wengi hutumia muda mrefu kutongoza ili msichana unadhani kwamba labda huyo anakupenda kumbe anataka tu ngono na wadada wengi sana hudhani kufuatiliwa kwa muda mrefu na mvulana basi huyo yuko serious kumbe hakuna lolote.

Nilimkubalia tukawa wapenzi ila nilikataa kuhusu kufanya mapenzi maana anayekupenda kiukweli sio uongo lazima asitake ngono kabla ya ndoa.

Kwa miezi kama 5 hadi 6 aliniambia kuhusu kufanya mapenzi nilikataa alitumia mbinu nyingi sana kwa kunibembeleza na hata kulia mbele yangu ili tufanye tu mara moja ila nilikataa, alisema atavumilia hadi siku ya ndoa yetu ambapo tulipanga kuoana mwaka sept 2009.

Siku moja aliniambia twende kwenye kumbi za starehe na mimi kwa sababu ya upagani na kumwamini pia kwa sababu nampenda nilikubali tulienda huko na kulikua na bendi fulani maarufu ya mziki wa dansi ilikua inatumbuiza.

Tulitafuta sehemu na kukaa na mpenzi wangu akaagiza pombe alianza kunywa huku akinionjesha, nilikataa kwa sababu nilikua sijawahi kunywa pombe katika maisha yangu yote, hata sijui alinishawishi vipi nilijikuta nakunywa kidogo kidogo na kwa kuwa tulikaa pale kwa muda zaidi ya masaa 5 nadhani nikunywa kama bia 3 au 4 japokua nilikua nakunywa kidogo kidogo tu tena kwa kunywesha na mpenzi wangu maana nikama nikua nanyweshwa kila baada kama ya dakika 25 ndipo nakunywa mara moja na sikujuia kama nakunywa pombe ila niliihisi tu naonja ili kumlizisha mpenzi wangu.

Ilipofika saa 10 alfajiri nilihisi usingizi na pia nilijiona wa tofauti najua nililewa hata kama sikujua kama nimelewa maana nakumbuka tulitoka pale huku amenishika mkono huyo mpenzi wangu. Tulikodo tax na kuondoka na siku hiyo aliniambia twende kwake alikokua amepanga chumba maana tulikua na usingizi sana nilikubali huku nikidhani hatuwezi kufanya mapenzi.

Tulifika salama na kuingia ndani ukweli pombe ni kichocheo cha ngono na ningekua mimi ndio Raisi wa Tanzania ningefunga bar zote. Nilijikuta natamani kufanya mapenzi na huyu mpenzi wangu hata alikua hana nia maana alijua atanichukiza sana na uhusiano ungekufa siku hiyo lakini kwa sababu ya pombe nilimwambia siku hiyo tufanye kidogo maana mwili wangu unataka.

Ni kweli siku hiyo kwa sababu ya pombe nilifanya mapenzi na huyo mpenzi wangu na baadae akanipeleka nyumbani baada ya wiki mbili maana tulikaa wiki mbili bila kuonana alikuja na kunieleza habari ambayo sikuihitaji katika maisha yangu maana nilikua nasikia tu kwa watu wengine lakini sio kwangu alisema ”JANE ISHI KWA MATUMAINI KUANZIA SASA”

Nilidhani utani lakini aliniambia kuwa yeye ana UKIMWI tangu miaka mitano iliyopita na anapenda tu ngono maana hawezi kuacha.

Nililia sana na baada ya wiki moja baadae nikaenda kupima na kukutwa nina ugojwa ambao niliusikia tu kwa watu na chanzo cha yote ni pombe, kupenda starehe,disko na upagani unaotusumbua wanadamu wengi.

Nilikua na UKIMWI na kwa hasira maana mpenzi wangu alihamia Arusha huku akisema neno moja la mwisho kwamba ”shetani amemtuma kuwaambukiza wanadamu UKIMWI”

Sikujua, sikujua, sikujua, sikujuaaaaaaaaa, basi tu ooh YESU nihurumie mimi leo.Nilibebeshwa mzigo ambao haukunistahili mimi. Hata leo hua najiuliza kwamba nilijitunza kwa miaka 23 yote lakini pombe na huyu wakala wa shetani wamenifanyia hivi. Baada ya kujua nina UKIMWI na hali hiyo nikaikubali na kulikua na kundi kubwa sana la wanaume ambao walikua wamewahi kunitongoja na niliwakataa sana kwa sababu hii niliwakubali ili nami nife na wengi.

Nilianza kumkubali kila mmoja na kuna baba mmoja ambaye ana wake 3 niliwahi kumtukana sana kipindi cha nyuma kila aliponitongoza lakini wakati huu nilimkubali na hakuamini na tukafanya ngono tena bila kinga na akaniaachia pesa laki 6 kama zawadi ya kumkubali kumbe naye hakujua kuwa namwambukiza na hata leo hua nawahurumia tu wale wake zake ambao wana UKIMWI uliotoka kwangu.

Kiukweli tangu may 2009 hadi 2012 nimeshatembea na wanaume zaidi 1500 maana ilifika kipindi nala na wanaume 3 kwa siku na lengo langu niwakomeshe kama mimi nilivyokomeshwa na nina uhakika kutokana na mimi wameambukizwa UKIMWI wanadamu zaidi ya 10,000 na hili tangazo la ”TUKO WANGAPI” huwa linaniliza kila siku maana hata mimi najua kabisa nilianzisha mtandao kama huo wa ngono kwa idadi kubwa sana ya watu.

Nimeokoka miezi 7 iliyopita na siku naombewa nilikutwa na mapepo mengi sana na hata waombeaji wakashangaa. Ningejua ningeokoka tangu nikiwa na miaka 5 lakini ndio hivyo sina jinsi wala uwezo wa kubadirisha hali hiyo.

Na naomba kila atakayesoma ujumbe huu ajue kuanzia leo kuwa pombe ni dhambi pia kwenda disko ni dhambi,kuuza pombe ni dhambi na kila kichochoe chochote cha dhambi ni dhambi. Hadi sasa mtu yeyote hawezi kujua kama nina UKIMWI na sijui MUNGU ana mpango gani na mimi maana kwake yote yanawezekana. Nauamini uponyaji wake na sijawahi kutumia ARV hata siku moja na afya yangu iko sawa tu na huwezi hata wewe kujua kama uovu huu nimefanya mimi.

Ndugu zangu kama una UKIMWI nenda kanisani ukaombewe na kama una akili mpe YESU maisha yako maana pia baada ya kifo ni hukumu. Yasalimishe maisha yako kwa YESU na usiambukize wengine tena.

Mimi tangu niokoke sijawahi kufanya mapenzi tena na sitafanya hivyo wala sitaolewa na mtu yeyote maana yatosha kwa uovu niliofanya na hadi sasa wapo ninaowajua zaidi ya 15 wameshafariki na nilihudhulia misibani huku nikijua kabisa chanzo ni mimi.

Mwisho nawashauli wababa kulidhika na wake zao na wamama pia lidhikeni na waume zenu, vijana ambao hamjaoa wala kuolewa subiri hadi utakapooa au kuolewa na kabla ya kuolewa au kuoa kapimeni kwanza kwani wenye UKIMWI ni wengi kuliko unavyozani.

Fuata unachofundishwa kanisani/msikitini na pia soma BIBLIA/KURAAN na uwe mtakatifu/mcha mungu.

MUNGU akubariki.

Ni mimi Jane,
Mwenge, Dar es salaam
Tanzania

source KIBO MEDI GROUP - DAR.

BREAKING NEWS - ARUSHA: 

"MAELFU WAMZIKA BABU SAMBEKI"

Wakati mazishi ya mfanyabiashara bilionea wa Moshi, Ernest Babu ‘Sambeke’ yakiwa yamepangwa kufanyika keshokutwa, msiba wake umekuwa wa kitajiri kutokana vyakula na vinywaji kumwagwa kwa wingi nyumbani kwa marehemu.

Msiba wa mfanyabiashara huyo uko nyumbani kwake, Njiro – Themi nje kidogo wa Mji wa Arusha ambako habari zinasema mamia ya watu wamekuwa wakifurika kuhani.

Matajiri wa Mikoa ya Kilimanjaro na Arusha wakiwa na magari ya kifahari wamefurika katika msiba huo na habari zaidi zinasema mamilioni ya shilingi yamechangwa kwa ajili ya kufanikisha mazishi ya bilionea huyo aliyefariki dunia, Jumamosi iliyopita kwenye ajali ya ndege.

Ajali hiyo ilitokana na ndege aina ya MT 7- yenye namba 5H-QTT ambayo alikuwa akiiendesha mwenyewe kuanguka kwenye Uwanja wa Ndege wa Arusha, baada ya bawa lake kugonga mti katika eneo la Magereza linalopakana na uwanja huo.

Alifariki dunia wakati askari magereza waliompa msaada walipokuwa wakimkimbiza hosipitali kwa ajili ya kupatiwa matibabu kutokana na majeraha makubwa aliyoyapata kichwani.

Meneja wa Uwanja wa Ndege Arusha, Ester Dede alisema uchunguzi wa ajali hiyo unaendelea kufanywa na wataalamu wawili wa Mamlaka ya Usafiri wa Anga kutoka Dar es Salaam.

Magari makubwa yaliyosheheni vyakula na vinywaji yamekuwa yakiingia na kutoka katika makazi ya Sambeke ambako waombelezaji wote wameandaliwa maeneo maalumu ya kuketi yaliyofunikwa na mahema ambako vinywaji na vyakula vinatolewa.

Msemaji wa familia, Dk Richard Masika alisema marehemu atazikwa katika eneo la Karanga mjini Moshi ilipo nyumba yake na kwamba misa itaanza saa 7.00 mchana katika Kanisa Katoliki mjini Moshi na mazishi kufanyika saa 10.00 jioni.

Habari zaidi zilizopatikana zinaeleza kuwa marehemu atazikwa akiwa amevalia sare za marubani kutokana na kupenda kwake kurusha ndege.

Habari zaidi zinasema familia ya marehemu imekuwa ikifuatilia mali alizokuwa nazo marehemu zikiwemo fedha wakati akipatwa na mauti.

Mbunge wa Arumeru Mashariki, Joshua Nassari alisema, Babu Sambeke alikuwa ni rafiki wa watu wengi, wakiwapo wanasiasa wa vyama vyote.

“Binafsi baada ya kupata taarifa za kufariki kwa Babu Sambeke, niliwapigia baadhi ya wabunge na mawaziri, wote walishtushwa sana na msiba huu,” alisema Nassari.

Babu Sambeke ni mmoja wa wafanyabiashara wa kwanza katika kanda ya Kaskazini kumiliki ndege, na hadi anafariki alikuwa akitumia 

ndege mbili.

Ndege aina ya Cessna  5H-QTT  ikiwa imeanguka eneo la Kisongo,  karibu na Uwanja wa Ndege Arusha  juzi jioni, baada ya kugonga mti wakati ikijiandaa kutua  na kusababisha kifo cha mmiliki wake na aliyekuwa Rubani, Bob Sambeke(katika picha ndogo).

BREAKING NEWS: Bi Kidude afariki dunia.

Bi Kidude akiwa anaumwa enzi za uhai wake.

Mwimbaji maarufu wa muziki wa Taarabu Fatuma binti Baraka maarufu kama Bi. Kidude amefariki dunia leo "TAREHE 17 MAJIRA YA SAA ZA MCHANA AKIWA NA ZAIDI YA MIAKA 100" baada ya kuugua kwa muda mrefu, Taarifa hii imepatikana hivi karibuni kutoka katika vyombo mbalimbali vya habari, ambavyo baadhi yake vimedai kuthibitisha kifo cha gwiji huyo wa muziki, ambaye ni maarufu ndani na nje ya Tanzania.

Na Mwanyezi mungu aiweke Roho ya marehemu Bi. Kidude pahala pema peponi. Amen..!

IN A GRAVE MEMORIAL.

In the Army of Angels.......

Mathew 18:10 Be careful.

Don't think this little children are worth nothing. I tell you that they have Angels in Heaven who are always with my Father in Heaven.

Amy Emily Annamunthodo May 7, 2002 - May 15, 2002

I have never come across a story of a child and gone to find a picture only to see that the only pictures that were

available were of that child in their coffin. That is the case with Amy Emily Annamunthodo and it hurts my heart.

Amy lived in Trinidad with her mother, Anita Annamunthodo and stepfather Marlon King. Amy's biological father,
Jason Walker, and her mother had separated when she was very young and he was not allowed any form of
visitation with her. In March of 2004, neighbors made reports to the police that Amy was being beaten by he stepfather. As it would turn out, that was only a part of what was going on in the house they lived in.

On April 27, 2004 a Police Officer would take Amy to the San Fernando General Hospital with a fracture to her
forearm and many bruises in various stages of healing. Shortly after she turned three, Amy was once again
taken to the hospital, this time with blunt force trauma to her back and as before, bruises in various stages of
healing. How could people see this and NOT do something immediately? In May of 2005, Amy was taken yet
again to the hospital, this time she was abandoned there, she was only three years old. In September of 2005,
there was an application filed for Amy to become a ward of the state. On September 5, 2005, Amy was taken to the Mother"s Union Children's Home where it is said that when she first got there, she was shy, quite and
appeared to be scared.

While at the home, she began to show some progress after being loved and care for by the people there. In
November of 2005, Amy's Grandmother, Chanardai Basdeo,  and mother applied to get custody of her back from the home. A Judge granted them custody in December of 2005. Amy's life would never been the same. After her Grandmother became sick, Amy was taken to live with her mother and the abuse she suffered would continue until she would finally be released from it, paying with her life.

Neighbors were witness to abuse and torture of Amy. At one point a neighbor witnessed Marlon throwing Amy
down a flight of stairs and all he said to her after was "Get up girl. I say get up". Amy suffered a dislocated
shoulder from that fall and was never brought to the hospital. The neighbor who witnessed this abuse never said
anything to Police because he was afraid of Marlon after witnessing such things as Marlon dragging a naked
woman through the street and throwing grass on another and threatening to catch her on fire.

Amy, who suffered from malnutrition, was often left home alone, according to neighbors who could hear her cry
because the house was dark and she was afraid of the dark. On May 15, 2006, neighbors say they could hear
her screaming, though the screams eventually went away and they heard nothing more from her that night. Amy's
mother was seen with her wrapped in a white towel and then her stepfather was seen leaving the home a few
minutes later. Amy was taken to the hospital where she was pronounced dead.

An autopsy would reveal that Amy had been beaten, burned with cigarettes, raped and sodomized after being
locked in a room with a cloth stuffed in her mouth to muffle her cries.

In 2006, Amy's biological  father saw her alive for the last time at a visit to the hospital, she had been badly beaten. Jason Walker admitted that he was aware of the abuse his daughter was suffering though he never did anything. All I can say is WHY NOT?!? What kind of parent KNOWS their child is going through that kind of
suffering and sits back and does nothing to help? Jason didn't go to her service though he did tell her good bye
at the cemetery. Maybe if he had done something, he would not have been telling her good bye at all! It was
reported that he said he regretted not helping his daughter and that he had only seen her twice since he had
separated from Anita. In my opinion, he's no parent and had no business giving her a white rose at her funeral
and kissing her good-bye.

Marlon King was charged with murder and neglect and Anita Annamunthodo was charged with six counts of
neglect though after serving only 11 months in jail, the charges were dropped and she was free to go home. If
the arresting officer had cared enough to show up for court, she would never have gone free. It's just another
case where the life a child means nothing to some.

Anita had this to say after being set free:

"I blame myself. I would change everything if I could. I know people angry with me. But God
took Amy to teach me a lesson. I want her to know that I never neglected her. She knows
that. Because in my dreams in prison, she hugged and kissed and played with me. I miss
my daughter very much"

Anita went to the Marabella Public Cemetery where she put a rose on her daughters unmarked grave. Shortly
after Amy died, someone set the house she had been killed in, on fire. In the fire were pictures of Amy and all that she ever had. All that remained was one dress 
R.I.P - Amy Emily Annamunthodo.